OMG! syuha's back..

yupp!

im back..

i've been away from bloggin myself for couple of month..

guess got lott to talk,to share..

yeahh,,

life is aint easy..

people u love come and go..

but im not..

im not leaving,,i am where i am now,,just here..

u can share anythng wif me,,

people who noe me better noe how "oke" i am wif any situation..

but when it comes to me,,myself..

ouhh,,

i feel like evrythng around is pullin me down

and its makin me; Syuha hard to handle it..

lalala~

disposible love

Do u still remember
once u told me that u only gonna break my heart
u'r living a street life
it's so hard and so tough
but still u need my strength
to hold your weakness
makes u wanna drop tears
it touch every part of our veins,,

Here u said;
u miss me
u need me
u love me
u want my hug
u want my smile
u miss my stare
u miss my stupidity
u miss my madness
u need my weakness
and so do my strength
If we could just pause the moment
There's a feast at the town
people around and lights are shining brightly
night cold wind touch our skin
Listening to our song
feeling like a fantasy
it just between me and u
and get into a bit drama

Here u said;
u miss me
u need me
u love me
u want my hug
u want my smile
u miss my stare
u miss my stupidity
u miss my madness
u need my weakness
and so do my strength

Should i trust u or shouldnt i..
all the memories are flashing back.
so tight to let u in,
so bad to let u see what is inside of me..
too bad to get u warm in my arm,
too shy to cry..
and it is too hard to say goodbye

But heyy..
Im just like a teddy bear for u..
u can love me,
u can hug me or kiss me
But then,
when u get a better teddy
u can just ignore me
Put me away
and soon forget me
when u don't ever put hop e on us..




do i wrote it..ouh yea i do,,thanx to u~




xoxo;


syuhasazali

hari ini. . .

12.35pm
 i berada di Nazha Corner (warung mamak laen special sblh kolej),,mkn Meggi Goreng pedas dgn telur mata kerbau yg kuning nya masih 75% cair,,minum teh ais sambil baca paper STAR..fuhhh..best auwhh~
tapi sorang2 lagi hari nee..huhuu,,Joe(my indian girlfwen whu can speak Chinese but not tamil..hehehe)  belum sampai lagi..btw..i daa mula membiasakan diri i utk sorng2 dari berjalan berkepit sana2 sini smpai org tnye,,"kembar kew?"..ahahaha..busan..semakin busan & semakin byk "lipas" yg masuk kt kedai nee..(bukan lipas serangga tuh) sementara nk tggu kelas english bersama Mdm Manohari pkl 2pm nati..so i decided utk pg tgkt 7 menara Havela..dan tidur~

4.45pm

jam nee menunjukkan waktu kls Miss Jacinta,,kls Media..yeahh..she's sweet n sudaa bertunang..soft sgt orgnya..hehehe..sarawakian laa katakan,,result utk english daa dpt..alhamdullilah..memberangsangkan~ media?? huhuu,,Merangsangkan! cuma dpt 8/20! hahaha,,itu laa kalaw study 2jam sblum exam..padan muka..agagaga..tapew,,i akn usaha lebih sikit! lebih byk **pembetulan!

6pm
masih di kolej sdg berusaha menyiapkan logo utk production ku..yeahh,,nk tunjuk kat sir ajin,,my film lecturer yg suaranya sgtt sebijik macam Afdlin Shauki! ahahaha,,cool gilew,,lalalala (bilew agaknye sir nk belnja tgok movie)..Logo bukan i yg buat,,i asked Syke to do it for me..agak chantek! weee..tasabaa,,nk tunjuk kat my guls..ouwhh serabut3! nk pg amek kuyaa(my cousin) kat offce die di bank muamalat dan terus ke rawang~

btw; happy 2y 6m anniversary Abdul Razak~

xoxo;

syuhasazali

shawty keeps popping!

yeaahhh bebeh!
dats our tagline for Production..opps!! did i say production..? yeaahh,,,utk subject Film Studies,,ini laa group project utk final exam kami..weee,,all the student of broadcasting & Film intake Jan 2010 dibahagikan kpd 5group..n my group is d only gal group babe..walaawehhh~

so,,ahli kumpulan kami which is,,sir yg tetapkan ialah nana,kikie,finaz, ice & me,,sir choose me to be a director for dis group named.. Shawty Production ..cool not?? hehehehe,,thanx to kikie for such a cool name & ice for "short hair" idea..weeee,,me likey!

utk production laen..

Farul director utk K.M.P.Y Production,, 

Soul pulak director utk Philosophy Production, 

Rickee is director for Projeck Manook Production,  

Farah directopr bg Jejak Illusion production

xoxo;

syuhasazali

bff is a bullshit

yeahh..
bff is a bullshit..
everytime i said "ouwhh yeah,,she's my bff" ,,it wont last long..
i dun have many fwens in my life,,i love making fwens,,but good fwen? it come & go..
afraid of loosing people who care bout me,,i stop saying it..
it is hurt me so badly,,i care bout them more than myself, my family..
even my sisters sometime get jealous 'coz i treat my fwens better than them,,
since i was in high school,,i dun have much gud fwen to share anything with..
it kinda lonely,,
i am not a good girl,,or one pretty babe..
i am not a soft or sweet next door girl,,
i am me,,just being me..

xoxo;

syuhasazali